Showing posts with label worship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label worship. Show all posts

Friday, December 18, 2009

All my heart



 "Love Me with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength."
Mark 12:30

The other night God lead me into a time of worship with Him. It was late and I went into our office at home and shut the door,
"Should I turn on worship music?"
"No," He said, "Just sing from your heart."
And as i knelt down in the dark, my chin tucked into my chest, a crackly soft voice came from my mouth. and I wouldn't have called it singing, but I tried. And as I continued whispering words- wanting to make them rhyme with no accuracy- I began to see my life in different stages: big smiling little girl, seeking teenager, desperate twenty-something and then
He said, "I've always wanted you to love me from your heart. I never wanted to make you make you love Me, but I was always pursuing you. I love this. I love you."

Lord, I love you too...
this dark office, crackly singing, life stages, and Your words
I love You....